Own Dawn
I speak to you of temporalities
as if I ever witnessed a dawn
that I could ever call my own
this world has ended
a thousand times for us
and will end a thousand more
we learned the choreography of farewell
like we learned the voices of our own mothers
with our own body on our own soil
with our own blood on our own soil
borders have been drawn
and we chose to remember
but we did not choose
the rhythm
the distance
the curves of the Carmel
the flow of the Yarmouk
and I have nothing to hide
nothing to hide
and nothing to discover
but my own mortality
here is my bed
here is the coastline
here are the gates of Jerusalem
here is the wheat of the Galilee
here is my sorrow
my sweat
my adam’s apple
here is a world
that has ended many times before
so I will kiss the leftovers of sleep from your face
you will heat the water
I will make the bed
for the world might
or might not
begin again today.